Set in the eighteenth century, Treasure Island spins a
heady tale of piracy, a mysterious treasure map and a host of sinister
characters charged with diabolical intentions. Seen through the eyes of
Jim Hawkins, the cabin boy of the Hispaniola, the action-packed
adventure tells of a perilous sea journey across the Spanish Main, a
mutiny led by the infamous Long John Silver and a lethal scramble for
buried treasure on an exotic isle.
Jim
Hawkins lives and works with his mother in the Inn his family owns and
runs; the Admiral Benbow. Here 'a brown old seamen' comes to stay.
"...
a tall, strong, heavy, nut-brown man, his tarry pigtail falling over
the shoulders of his soiled blue coat, his hands ragged and scarred with
black, broken nails, and [a] sabre cut across one cheek, a dirty, livid
white."
This old sea dog asks Jim to, 'keep a weather-eye open for a seafaring man with one leg.'
No
one of that sort ever visited the Inn until one day a sailorly man
comes enquiring about his old friend; someone he calls Billy Bones, the
captain. Jim is wary of the stranger, but since he has two legs thinks
nothing of it.
The captain isn't pleased to see his old
shipmate, someone he calls 'Black Dog' but resigns to a private
conversation. It isn't long before the two men erupt in a fight, voices
raised, cutlass's drawn and the stranger flees for his life.
It
isn't long before the captain gets another visitor; an old, blind
pirate who threatens Jim until he allows the him to meet with the
captain. The old blind man gives Billy Bones a piece of paper,
blackened on one side.
The black spot.
The
black spot is Billy Bones' undoing. He drops dead right there.
Worried that the pirates will be back to ransack the Inn Jim warns his
mother. Together they search the dead man's chest, where he kept his
only possessions, for money to pay for his stay at the Inn. All they
find are old, foreign coins and a oil parchment. With no more time Jim
grabs the parchment and he and his mother flee.
Just
in time. Pirates, scoundrels, call for Billy Bones and ransack the
Inn. Jim and his mother hide in the yard and escape certain death by
the hands of those murderous, blood-thirsty pirates who cannot seem to
find what they're looking for.
Jim hears the old, blind man swears that, "it's the people of the Inn... that boy."
Jim knows he's in trouble and clutches the parchment even tighter. Jim prays that they remain hidden
It
seems his prayers are answered for just then some revenue officers come
charging on horses over the hill. There is a scuffle, the blind man is
dead and the rest of the pirates flee back to shadows of their ships.
After some investigation Jim discovers that in the parchment is a
clearly marked treasure map. Word gets out and the local Squire
convinces a group of men, including a doctor and Jim himself, to suit up
and ship out to find that treasure.
The Doctor warns the
Squire to keep the true nature of the mission a secret. "These fellows
who attacked the Inn - bold, desperate blades, for sure - and more, I
say, not far off, are one and all through thick and thin, bound that
they'll get that money."
They make a pact and the secret is safe.
It's
a few weeks until the Squire Trewlaney is able to finance the ship, but
eventually word comes that they've acquired a schooner.
"You never imagined a sweeter schooner... name, Hispaniola."
With
the help of a helpful old sailor, Long John Silver, they manage to put
together a mighty fine crew with Jim serving as cabin boy. Jim is
allowed one night to say goodbye to his mother at the Inn but the next
day finds himself in Bristol ready to sail off. There Jim meets the
charismatic and enigmatic cook, the man who helped hand pick the crew,
Long John Silver.
Jim is worried at first because it is
clear that the old sailor only has one leg, and the warning of Billy
Bones still haunted Jim's mind. But Silver turns out to be a charming
and delightful individual and Jim warms up to him right away.
In
spite of their pack the purpose of the trip, treasure, hasn't been kept
very well and an unmistakable rumour that there is a treasure map on
board make everyone anxious to leave. They sail as planned on a course
plotted with treasure in mind and it becomes clear that there is some
mistrust between the sailors. Though they find their destination as
planned and without incident.
Until Jim, in a
fortuitous blunder, overhears an incriminating conversation between
Silver and his men. They are planning a mutiny the likes that had never
been seen in the history of his predecessors, or as Silver calls them,
the 'Gentlemen of Fortune."
Jim alerts the Captain,
the Squire and the Doctor. They agree it's best to continue with the
expedition as if they know nothing, all the while preparing for attack.
They let some pirate men go ashore and Jim slips into their boat
unseen. As soon as he can, back on land, he dashes away from the
pirates only to double back later with the intent to spy. While
watching Jim witnesses the men murder one of their own and in his horror
and fear runs unseeing through the trees and marshes of the island.
He
runs wild until he comes across a man, or beast, or something else
entirely. It scares him to death and Jim actually contemplates
returning back to the evil pirates. But the creature is a man and it
approaches Jim with a story so terrible and tragic that Jim immediately
recognizes a friend. The man, Ben Gunn, had been left alone, marooned,
on the island for the past 3 years. He swears to help Jim as long as he
and his friends help him get off the island.
Meanwhile,
the Doctor, the Squire and the Captain and whatever good men were left
took a surveillance team to inspect the island themselves. They come
across a defence unit in which they know they can defend. They do their
best to load it with supplies, weapons, defences, and by the grace of
God Jim is able to find them there and joins them in defending against
the villainous pirates.
At first Long John approaches
and politely asks for the map. When he is refused he returns with his
army and attack the stockade with the good men inside. All seems lost
as the pirates take the stronghold, but once the smoke clears Jim
realizes that apart from one death and a few wounded, including the
captain, the side of good has won. Seemingly beat the pirates leave
them alone.
As Jim sits and waits and grows increasingly
restless, an idea grows. He escapes the stockade to find the homemade
boat Ben Gunn hid. It is no more than a crudely made coracle that has
no steering to speak of but that doesn't stop Jim from hatching another
idea; use the coracle to cut the Hispaniola from her anchor. Jim hopes
that will beach the ship leaving the pirates unable to maroon the men.
With great risk, and expectation of death, Jim succeeds in his plan.
The
next morning the Hispaniola pitches and yaws and sails erratically.
Jim suspects that there is no one on board. With a little luck and a
lot of effort Jim sacrifices the coracle and hangs onto the Hispaniola
for dear life. Once on board Jim finds one of the two men left to watch
the ship is dead and the other badly wounded. With no one to help
steer the ship to safe waters Jim has no choice but to strike a bargain;
save the man's wretched life in exchange for help with the ship. Jim
suspects that his life is at steak as soon as they are safe ashore. The
pirate will most certainly try to kill him once his use is gone. Jim
vows to be ready, but in the excitement of bringing in the ship he
forgets to be prepared for an attack. In one throw the pirate manages
to pin a knife in Jim's shoulder. Fearing death fortune intervenes.
The boat pitches and throws the unsteady and wounded pirate head first
into the water.
Wounded but safe, Jim is determined
to find his friends. By the light of the moon he is able to make his
way back to the stockade where he believes his friends are snoring
away. But to his chagrin the little dwelling is full of the villainous,
bloodthirsty pirates. They capture him and give him a chance to chose
sides; them or die.
It's then that he gets a bold stroke of courage and reveals himself to the Gentlemen of Fortune.
"...
here you are, in a bad way: ship lost, treasure lost, men lost; your
whole business gone to wreck; and if you want to know who did it - it
was I! ... As for the schooner, it was I who cut her cable, and it was I
that killed the men you had aboard of her, and it was I who brought her
where you'll never see her more, not one of you. The laugh's on my
side; I've had the top of this business from the first; I no more fear
you than I fear a fly. Kill me, if you please, or spare me."
After
a dazed moment from the terrible lot, impressed with his courage Silver
calls out, "I like that boy, now; I never seen a better boy than that.
He's more a man than any pair of you rats of you in this here house,
and what I say is this: let me see him that'll lay a hand on him -
that's what I say, and you may lay to it."
And so he
was spared, for the time being. This only adds to the crew's
restlessness and anger. They request a private meeting without their
appointed leader, Long John Silver. When they return they denounce him
as captain and hand him the black spot. Jim fears that he and Silver
are both dead, but somehow Silver manages to convince the crew that
everything he's done and everything he's planning has been and continues
to be in the best interest of them all.
This
mollifies the crew. Silver is reappointed as leader as he promises them
silver and a boat to sail it to safety. The men set out, determined to
find the treasure. Jim's hopes sink when he finds out they have the
map; all they have to do is find the treasure. How they got the map Jim
cannot know. He left it in the safe keeping of the doctor. Perhaps he
was dead? Why else would the doctor give it up so freely? Jim fears
the worst for his friends and himself as he is taken with the pirates to
pursue their lust of gold.
The story of Treasure
Island is one we are all familiar with. Full of exotic locations,
descriptions and narrative the reader is pulled into a story of daring
adventure on the high seas.
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Tuesday, 8 July 2014
Friday, 28 March 2014
Title: The Rosie Project Author: Graeme Simsion
Don Tillman has a brilliant scientific mind, but social situations
confound him. He's never had a second date. And so, in the
evidence-based manner in which he approaches all things, he embarks upon
the Wife Project: a sixteen-page questionnaire to find the perfect partner. Then in walks Rosie Jarman.
Rosie is on a quest of her own. She's looking for her biological father, a search that a certain genetics expert just might be able to help her with. Soon Don puts the Wife Project on the back burner in order to help Rosie pursue the Father Project. As an unlikely relationship blooms, Don is about to realize that, despite the best scientific efforts, you don't find love: love finds you.
Our main character, Don Tillman, is a highly organized and intensely practical man, who is “thirty-nine years old, tall, fit and intelligent, with a relatively high status and above-average income as an associate professor,” who is having a hard time finding a wife due to his immediately apparent lack of social skills. His days are planned out to the minute and he likes things a particular way. We find out he has two friends, another professor, Gene, and his wife Claudia. Gene and Claudia have been trying to help Don with his mission to find a wife. To his dismay, “their approach was based on the traditional dating paradigm, which [Don] had previously abandoned on the basis that the probability of success did not justify the effort and negative experiences... [He] never found it easy to make friends and it seems that the deficiencies that caused this problem have also affected [his] attempts at a romantic relationship.”
Rosie is on a quest of her own. She's looking for her biological father, a search that a certain genetics expert just might be able to help her with. Soon Don puts the Wife Project on the back burner in order to help Rosie pursue the Father Project. As an unlikely relationship blooms, Don is about to realize that, despite the best scientific efforts, you don't find love: love finds you.
Our main character, Don Tillman, is a highly organized and intensely practical man, who is “thirty-nine years old, tall, fit and intelligent, with a relatively high status and above-average income as an associate professor,” who is having a hard time finding a wife due to his immediately apparent lack of social skills. His days are planned out to the minute and he likes things a particular way. We find out he has two friends, another professor, Gene, and his wife Claudia. Gene and Claudia have been trying to help Don with his mission to find a wife. To his dismay, “their approach was based on the traditional dating paradigm, which [Don] had previously abandoned on the basis that the probability of success did not justify the effort and negative experiences... [He] never found it easy to make friends and it seems that the deficiencies that caused this problem have also affected [his] attempts at a romantic relationship.”
One night Don is obliged to replace Gene as a
guest lecturer. The topic, Genetic Precursors to Autism Spectrum
Disorders. The talk goes well, at least according to Don's
observations, which are more than less conventional than the
observations from other, less socially awkward individuals. Don
decides the whole event is a success as one point sparks an idea so
remarkable that he insist on clearing his schedule to develop it.
He has long assumed that he will one day find a
wife, but his incredible lack of social manners has thus far made
this feat impossible. Since dating doesn't work for him he must find
a suitable alternative.
A questionnaire!
He is excited to talk to his friends about his
new project. He receives excellent feedback.
'[It] was exactly the sort of input [he] was
looking for. Subtle nuances of language that [he] is not conscious
of.'
They suggest he test his questionnaire 'in the
field' in addition to posting it online.
'[Don]
returned to the dating process that [he] though [he'd] abandoned
forever. On Claudia's advice, [he] had memorized the questionnaire
to incorporate [the questions] subtly into conversation,' instead of
bringing the entire questionnaire on the date. The only problem is
his lack of subtly. Still, with her advice he manages to put his
inquiry to good use and deducts through some strategically offered
questions that one, 'very nice,' lady is simply not someone with whom
to have a 2nd
or 3rd
date.
It's not very long before women start
submitting the questionnaire. Gene inquires as to how many and is
shocked and impressed at the volume. 'The actual total was greater
than [Don] had told him, as [he] had not included the paper
questionnaires. 304.'
Gene insists on choosing some of the women for
Don to ask for dinner. Don argues that none of the women are
suitable.
'“You don't think you're setting the bar just
a tiny bit high?” his friend asks.'
'[Don] pointed out that [he] was collecting
data to support life's most critical decision. Compromise would be
totally inappropriate.'
Assuming Gene has sent her on account of the
Project, Don asks a women to dinner. Her name is Rosie. Surprised
at his offer she nonetheless accepts and names a venue. As usual, he
arrives on time and finds himself socially incompetent in a bad
situation before she's even made an appearance. Luckily, she is
adept in handling the situation and they are allowed to leave without
the proposed action of calling the police.
Since the dinner plans were ruined Don has no
choice but to ask her back to his house for a meal (since eating at
home would've been the next scheduled task.)
Back at Don's house Rosie can see how scheduled
his organization really is. She takes the liberty to examine and go
through his personal belongings. She is amazed at the extent of his
meticulous scheduling system. Instead of being intimidated by it she
offers him ways to work around the delays. Originally annoyed by her
intrusion he begins to welcome her help going so far as abandoning
all previously scheduled rules for that Tuesday evening and on top of
that even making it seem like a joke.
Even with her variations to his schedule Don
see's many flaws with her compared to his questionnaire. At the end
of the meal he is almost relieved that he'll never see her again.
She caused too much of a disturbance as it was.
In spite of his insistence to never see her
again he decides that knowing her may add a benchmark to his Wife
Project and since the project has found no matches to date he thinks
he could spend more time with her. He also realizes that his
expertise in genetics could be beneficial to her quest to find her
biological father. He accompanies her to collect a DNA sample from
her most likely prospect and takes her back to the lab to test it
that same evening. When the results come back negative Rosie is
disappointed and insist on going for a drink. Drinks turn into
dinner and Don finds that although his Saturday schedule has changed
he is surprised to find himself having a good time.
This causes him to want to help her further.
There are two more men who might be her father. However, finding a
DNA sample proved much harder than Don anticipated due to his lack of
social skills. The duo is forced to three counts of petty theft to
gain a sufficient DNA sample from each of the two men. Don is
shocked at his actions and can't believe what he is going to help
this girl.
As he continues the Father Project with her he
is beginning to understand certain truths about human interaction,
satisfaction and the comfortable companionship he clearly lacks.
When the next two DNA samples prove negative he tries to convince
Rosie to keep trying, all the while wondering why he cares so much.
Unwilling to leave a problem so unfinished Don
is compelled into researching the other potential candidates for the
Father Project. He has the fortune of good luck when he discovers a
picture and the names of the attendee's at the party the night
Rosie's mother got pregnant. His luck continues when he sees a 30
year reunion scheduled in the next three weeks. He convinces Rosie
to get a job as a bartender at the reunion so they can easily
continue to collect DNA.
Rosie gives Don 'The Complete Bartender's
Guide' and tells him to memorize it for the event. He spends hours
doing so only to find that his bar-tending knowledge far surpasses
the other staff at the event. Not only does he have a complete list
of cocktails in his head, but the recipes to accompany them as well
as room to remember every drink ordered in the entire room. He
becomes a huge success even as Rosie is flustered by it all. Yet
they continue as planned and collect all of the necessary DNA
samples. Don gets to work on analyzing the data with no success in
finding a match.
One night, over pizza, Don makes the mistake of
asking Rosie about the Wife Project to which she knows nothing about.
She reveals to Don that she is a student in Gene's class. She had
originally come to Don to settle a bet. This compels Don to explain
his motivations with the Wife Project leaving both parties under the
realization that they had met and gone for dinner under false
pretenses and miscommunication. Rosie is unimpressed, even angry at
Don for the whole charade and demands to know whey he continued
helping her. Without a good explanation Don says nothing.
Frustrated and angry Rosie storms out to return the next day with an
apology right before Don mentions one, perfectly suitable, candidate
of the Wife Project, which Rosie is still annoyed about.
Not fluent in social interactions Don goes
ahead and asks this new candidate, Bianca, to the upcoming faculty
ball. She says, 'yes.' Gene advises Don to ask Rosie to the ball
instead saying she's already going alone.
'“Rosie and I discussed the question of a
relationship explicitly. Neither of us is interested.” Don
explains.
“Since
when do women discuss anything explicitly?” Gene asks.'
Regardless of his friends advice Don meets
Bianca at the ball under the guise that he can dance. He finds
himself siting near the dance floor at a table with Bianca, Gene, a
few other members of the University and Rosie. It does not escape
Don that she is absolutely stunning. Before he knows it he is alone
with Bianca on the dance floor. He proceeds to embarrass and then
alienate his perfect candidate. She abandons Don there on the spot
with Rosie, trying to help the awkward situation. She succeeds and
they proceed to have an amazing evening, without Bianca.
Later, Don and Rosie share a cab, but before
Don can get home Rosie asks him upstairs to her house.
'[He] needed to make sure [he] wasn't
misinterpreting her.
'“Are you suggesting I stay the night?”'
Even with clarification Don's complete lack of
social understanding ruins the moment and he continues home alone.
The next work day Don finds Rosie with her
friends at the University during study hall. He tries to reconcile
the situation but only manages to thoroughly embarrass her. He
leaves vowing to contact her later only to find she is avoiding his
calls.
'“These things happen,” said Claudia. “You
get involved with a woman, it doesn't work out...”
So that was it. [Don] has, in [his] own way,
become 'involved' with Rosie.'
He thinks that maybe she will be friends with
him again if he continues the Father Project and follows it through
to a successful conclusion. Why only nine more samples to go Don
manages to collect seven of those samples even if it means picking
used tissue from the trash.
With the samples all coming out negative Don
feels he has no choice but to fly to New York to collect the samples
from the remaining two candidates. He somehow convinces Rosie to go
with him. Shortly after they arrive they successfully meet the first
candidate and his wife. leaving them with a few days to explore New
York.
Rosie demands the first two days be under her
schedule with the last two days for his. She takes him for
breakfast, they see a play and enjoy a traditional Japanese meal.
She takes him to a baseball game and back to a sports bar for drinks
after. Don finds himself enjoying their time immensely. They spend
his two days at the Museum of Natural History where Don does his best
to give Rosie the 'guided tour' as was suggested by Claudia. They
also manage to collect the remaining DNA sample and soon find
themselves ready to go home.
Once back at the University Don prepares to
analyze the last two samples when he finds out what Rosie is planning
on doing with the information.
'“You're planning to expose him?” [Don]
asked horrified.'
He refuses to continue if it means bringing
someone pain. Rosie is infuriated and again storms out and proceeds
to ignore his calls. In the days after her departure Gene points out
that Don might be in love, which would explain the sadness that had
fallen over him since Rosie had left. He asks Claudia for help with
social skills as a way to impress and win Rosie back. Claudia helps
him and he learns many new skills that he is eager to try out. He
also gets a haircut and buys new clothes in an effort to look more
like someone Rosie would want him to look like. He does many things
to try to impress her and win her back all to seemingly disastrous
effect. In the end though, this story is simply stunning in it's
straight-forward depiction of a man, like Don Tillman, in love.
You'll be astounded at how awkward, yet perfectly sensible Don is
towards everything but will have you wishing for his
'happily-ever-after' in spite of his being weird and wired wrong.
Friday, 21 March 2014
Title: The Secret Author: Rhonda Byrne
It
has been passed down through the ages, highly coveted, hidden, lost,
stolen and bought for vast sums of money. This centuries-old Secret
has been understood by some of the most prominent people in history:
Plato, Galileo, Beethoven, Edison, Carnegie, Einstein – along with
other inventors, theologians, scientists, and great thinkers. Now
The Secret is being revealed to the world.
This book poses the question, 'what do you
want?' or more correctly, 'why aren't you living out what you want?'
Bob Proctor, “The Secret gives you anything
you want: happiness health and wealth. The Secret is the law of
attraction.”
Which is the most powerful law in the Universe.
'The law responds to your thoughts, no matter
what they may be... unfathomable magnetic power is emitted through
your thoughts.'
Bob Proctor, “If you see it in your mind,
you're going to hold it in your hand.”
Mike Dooley, “Thoughts become things.”
Think of it like a TV. You might not
understand exactly how it works, but you know that each channel has
it's own images and stories. You have the power to change the
channel. The images and stories you see are what make up your life.
You have the power to change your thoughts, which is the power to
change the channel. Every thought attracts more thoughts like it.
What channel are you tuned in to? What thoughts do you have in your
head?
John Assaraf, “Here's the problem, most people are thinking about what they don't want, and they're wondering why it shows up over and over again.”
John Assaraf, “Here's the problem, most people are thinking about what they don't want, and they're wondering why it shows up over and over again.”
'What you think about most is what will appear
in your life. Your life is a mirror of the dominant thoughts you
think.'
Michael Bernard Beckwith, “... it has been
scientifically proven that an affirmative thought is hundreds of
times more powerful than a negative thought.”
'However,
if you persist in thinking negative thoughts over a period of time,
they will
appear in your life.'
Dr. Joe Vitale, “You want to become aware of
your thoughts and choose your thoughts carefully...”
'To
become aware
of your thoughts, you can set the intention, “I am the master of my
thoughts.” Say it often... and as you hold to that intention, by
the law of attraction you must become that.'
Dr. J. Vitale, “Everything that surrounds you
right now in your life, including the things you're complaining
about, you've attracted... This is one of the hardest concepts to
get, but once you've accepted it life transforms.”
'You
have a choice, and whatever you chose to think about will
become your life experience.'
Bob Doyle, “Most of us attract by default...
our thoughts and feelings are on autopilot, and so everything is
brought to us by default.”
Marci Shimoff, “It's impossible to monitor
every thought we have... our feelings let us know what we're
thinking.”
'It's impossible to feel bad and at the same
time be having good thoughts. If you don't make any effort to change
your thoughts you are in effect saying, “Bring me more
circumstances that will make me feel bad.”
Jack Canfield, “our feelings are a feedback
mechanism to us about whether we're on track [to our desires] or
not...”
'When
you're feeling bad it's communication from the Universe saying,
“Warning! Change thinking now. Negative frequency recording.
Change frequency (thoughts). Counting down to [negative]
manifestation.” In that moment you are blocking
your
own good from coming to you because of the negative frequency of your
thoughts. Change your thoughts and think about something good, and
when good feelings start to come you will know
it was because you shifted yourself on to a new frequency, and the
Universe has confirmed it with better feelings.'
Bob Doyle, “If you start out having a good
day and you're in that particular happy feeling, as long as you don't
allow something to change your mood, you're going to continue to
attract, by the law of attraction, more situations and people that
sustain that happy feeling.”
Michael B. Beckwith, “It means that whatever
thought has done in your life, it can be undone through a shift in
your awareness.”
Dr. J. Vitale, “... the more you can feel
good, the more you will attract the things that help you feel good.”
Marci Shimoff, “Once you begin to understand
and try to master your thoughts and feelings, that's when you see how
you create your own reality. That’s where your freedoms is, that's
where all your power is.”
B. Proctor, “Life can be absolutely
phenomenal, and it should be, and it will be, when you start using
The Secret.”
'Up until now you may have been thinking that
life is hard... and you have experienced life as hard... Begin right
now to shout to the Universe, “Life is so easy! Life is so good!
All good things come to me!”
Step One, Ask.
Dr. J. Vitale, “It's life having the Universe
as your catalogue. You flip through it and say, “I'd like to have
this experience and I'd like to have that product, and I'd like to
have a person like that.” It's you placing an order with the
Universe.”
B. Proctor, “Begin [every thought] with, 'I
am so happy and grateful now that I have …..'”
Step Two, Believe.
Lisa
Nichols, “Believe that it's already yours... act, speak and think
as though you are receiving it now.”
Focusing on your lack of having it only brings
more lack of having it. That is why you need to think like you
already have it, to make it manifest in your life.
Dr. J. Vitale, “The Universe will start to
rearrange itself to make it happen. You don't need to know how it's
going to come about....”
Just believe and feel like it's already
happened. Cling to the contentedness you'd feel if all your dreams
were really happening in your life.
'When
you are trying to work out how
it will happen you are emitting a frequency that contains a lack of
faith.'
B. Proctor, “You will attract the way.”
Step Three, Receive
Lisa Nichols, “The final stop in the process
is to receive. Begin to feel wonderful about it. Feel the way you
will feel once it arrives. Feel it now.”
Feel it to achieve it. Allow yourself to feel
how good it would be to receive your desires.
'When
you feel
as though you have it now, and the feeling is so real that it is like
you have it already, you are believing that you have received it, and
you will receive. Imagine life as a fast-moving river. When you are
active to make something happen it will feel as if you are going
against the current of the river. It will feel hard and like a
struggle. When you are acting to receive from the Universe, you will
feel as if you are flowing with the current of the river. It will
feel effortless. That is the feeling of inspired action, and of
being in the flow of the Universe and life.'
Dr. J. Vitale, “The Universe likes speed.
Don't delay. Don't second guess. Don't doubt. When the opportunity
is there, when the intuitive nudge from within is there, when the
intuitive nudge from within is there, act. That is your job and
that's all you have to do.”
'Trust your instincts... Remember, you are a
magnet...'
Michael B. Beckwith, “You can start with
nothing and out of nothing and out of no way, a way will be made.”
How long does it take?
Dr. J. Vitale, “It's... a matter of you being
in alignment with the Universe.”
Are you aligned with the things that you want?
Check your thoughts; your feelings will let you know.
You might argue that some are luckier than
others. Those people simply expect to attract luck, and it works.
They often receive good and lucky situations or things to prove that
they are lucky, when really it was the belief that they were lucky in
the first place that caused them to be lucky.
B. Proctor, “Desire connects you with the
things desired and expectation draws it into your life.”
'Expect the things you want.'
Buddha, “All that we are is a result of what
we have thought.”
Marci Shimoff, “Gratitude is absolutely the
way to bring more into your life.”
'Whether
it is jealousy, resentment, dissatisfaction, or feelings of, 'not
enough,' those feeling cannot bring you what you want. They can only
return to you more of what you do not want. Make it a habit to feel
the feelings of gratitude in
abundance, for
the great day ahead as though it is done.'
Jack Canfield, “Our job is not to figure our
the 'how.' The 'how' will show up our of a commitment and belief in
the 'what.'”
Dr. J. Vitale, “What's really important to
the whole Secret is feeling good... You want to be high, happy, in
line, as much as possible.”
Marci Shimoff, “The only difference between
people who live [The Secret] and those who don't is that [those who
do] made a habit of using [The Secret] all the time.”
'The shortcut to anything you want in your life
is to BE and FEEL happy now!'
Lord Langemeier, “I grew up on 'You'll have
to work hard for money.' So I replaced that with, 'Money comes
easily and frequently.'”
'Any
action we take must be preceded by a thought. Thoughts create the
words we speak, the feelings we feel, and our actions. Actions are
particularly powerful, because they are thoughts that caused
us
to act.'
'Unless
you fill yourself up first, you have nothing to give anybody. Attend
to your joy first. When you tend to your own joy and do what makes
you feel good, you are a joy to be around... and you will attract
more joy. The reason you have to love you is because it's impossible
to feel good if you don't love you. When you don't feel good about
your, you are on a frequency that is attracting more people,
situations, and circumstances that will continue to make you feel bad
about you. All you have to do is begin with one prolonged thought of
something good about you, and the law of attraction will respond by
giving you more like
thoughts.'
'All
stress begins with one negative thought. The effect is stress. No
matter what you might have manifested, you can change it... with one,
small, positive thought and then another. When we think negative
thoughts we are cutting ourselves off from our rightful [abundance.]
No matter what you have manifested you can change it. Start being
happy. You have [to keep] your finger on the 'feeling happy' button.
Press it, firmly, no matter what is happening around you.'
Lisa Nichols, “In our society [we fight]
against things. Fight against cancer... poverty... war... drugs..
terrorism... violence. We fight everything we don't want, which
actually creates more of a fight.”
'Don't try to change the outside pictures. You
have to emit a new signal with your thoughts and feelings to create
new pictures. Everything in this world began with one thought. The
bigger things get bigger because more people give their thoughts to
it. If we took our minds off it and focused instead on love, it
could not exist. Focus on everybody being in joy. Focus on an
abundance of food. Give your powerful thoughts to what is wanted.
You have the ability to give so much to the world by emitting
feelings of love and well-being.'
Michael B. Beckwith, “Energy flows where
attention goes.”
Lisa Nichols, “It's not your job to change
the world, or the people around you. It's your job to go with the
flow inside the Universe and to celebrate it inside that world that
exists.”
'Your ability to think is unlimited, and so the
things you can think into existence are unlimited. But you cannot
create other people's lives for them. You cannot think for them. So
let all others create the life they want.'
Robert Collier, “If you have any lack, if you
are prey to poverty or disease, it is because you do not believe or
you do not understand the power that is yours.”
Praise and bless everything that is good and
beautiful. 'When you are praising or blessing you are on the highest
frequency of love. The dictionary defines blessing as, “invoking
divine favour and conferring well-being or prosperity.” So begin
right now to invoke the power of blessing in your life, and bless
everything and everyone. Likewise with praising, for when you are
praising someone or something you are giving it love and as you emit
that magnificent frequency, it will return to you a hundred-fold.
Praising and blessing dissolves all negativity, so praise and bless
your enemies. If you curse your enemies, the curse will come back to
harm you.'
'Being energy, you also vibrate at a frequency
and what determines your frequency is whatever you are thinking and
feeling. All things you want are made of energy and when you think
about what you want, and emit that frequency, you cause the energy of
what you want and bring it to you. All you have to do is hold your
mind on the end result and you will call it into being. As you ask
and feel and believe you will receive. When you emit the perfect
frequency of what you want the perfect people, circumstances and
events will be attracted to you.'
All power is from within and therefore under
our control.
Jack Canfield, “The real question is, 'what
are you going to do now?' What do you chose now? When people start
focusing on what they want what they don't want falls away, and what
they want expands, and the other part disappears.”
Dr. Fred Alan Wolf, “Every single 'I'm not,'
is a creation.”
'Knowing this, would it be a good idea to begin
to use the most powerful words, I AM, to your advantage? How about,
“I AM receiving good things. I AM happy. I AM abundant. I AM
healthy. I AM love. I AM Always on time. I AM eternal youth. I AM
filled with energy every single day.”'
Affirmation: I am whole, perfect, strong,
powerful, loving, harmonious and happy.
'When you are aware, you are in the present and
you know what you are thinking. You have gained control of your
thoughts, and that is where all your power is. All of your power is
in your awareness of your power.'
Charles Haanel, “The real secret of power is
consciousness of power.”
'The
truth is that they Universe has been answering you all of your life,
but you cannot receive the answers unless you are aware. Take a
moment and sit still. Focus on feeling the life
presence
inside of you.'
Charles Haanel, “[that presence]... the 'I'
is perfect and complete; [it] is spiritual and can therefore never be
less than perfect. It can never have any lack, limitation or
disease.”
Start attracting the things that you want
today.
'Erase everything from the past that does not
serve you. Do the things that you love and that bring you joy.'
Dr. John Hagelin, “So inner happiness
actually is the fuel of success.”
The knowledge of The Secret is being given to
you and what you do with it is entirely in your hands.
Morris Goodman, “And then you can do and have
and be things that people once said that's impossible for you to do
and have and be.”
'The only thing you need to do is feel good
now.'
And go buy the book because there are more
tricks, tips and tidbits than I could ever incorporate in this blog.
***Please note, single quotations, 'quote,' are
meant to signify the authors voice where double quotations, “quote,”
are to signify a direct quote from the corresponding speaker in the
book.
This does not apply for quotations within
quotations in which the reverse will be applied.
Ex. Speaker, “I read this great book once,
'The Secret.' t was powerful. It moved me.”
Wednesday, 11 September 2013
Title: The Mistress of Nothing Author: Kate Pullinger
Lady Duff Gordon is the
toast of Victorian London. But when her debilitating tuberculosis
means exile, she and her devoted lady's maid, Sally, set sail for
Egypt. It is Sally who describes, with a mixture of wonder and
trepidation, the odd ménage
marshaled by the resourceful Omar, which travels down the Nile to a
new life in Luxor. When Lady Duff Gordon undoes her stays and takes
to native dress, throwing herself into weekly salons, language
lessons and excursions to the tombs, Sally too adapts to a new world,
affording her heady and heartfelt freedoms never known before.
But freedom is a luxury that a maid can ill-afford, and when Sally grasps more than her status entitles her to, she is brutally reminded that she is mistress of nothing.
“The truth is that, to her, I was not fully human,” Sally starts.
This same woman decides that, for comfort, she will no longer wear her hot, stuffy English clothes and instead opts for “ - men's trousers, brown cotton, loose flowing tied at the ankles – and a long white cotton tunic on top – a man's tunic – plain – and sandals on her bare feet. That was it. And that was it; from then on that was how [her] Lady dressed, like an Egyptian man, a peasant, mind you, a fellahin, with a dash of Bedouin tribesman thrown in when she felt inspired.”
Sally enjoys the peace and stillness, but when Ramadan ends a contagion sweeps through the famished village of Luxor leaving death and poverty in it's wake. In the business of taking care of her Lady, Sally is equipped with the remedies and the emergency equipment necessary to help the symptoms of the ill. Their friend, Mustafa Agha, seriously cautions the Lady.
“ - if your treatments do not work for the fellahin, they'll accuse you of poisoning them, or giving them the evil eye.”
And what a sweet secret. Sally, thankful for the clinic and the frenzy of activity it produced, tries to keep her mind off her steadily beating heart. Sally and Omar behave as usual around the Lady, but Sally can't help but looks for signs of love from Omar. That night, as Sally is getting ready for bed, there is a small knock at her door. It's Omar, back in her arms, loving her again. Sally is happy with the way things are, working for her Lady with Omar, loving Omar at night, she has a good life. Until one night, while standing in front of Omar, full of desire and the joy of being desired, he notices what she has failed to. She is going to have a baby, his baby. Sally feels foolish and is terrified of telling her Lady. Omar offers to marry her, even though he is already married, but for the time Sally convinces him to carry on as usual. She must deceive her Lady and by doing so she deceives herself.
“My Lady does not want to see you, or the child.”
Sally cannot comprehend.
“She is so full of anger and sadness and fear over losing her own family that she cannot allow me to be happy this way,” Sally realizes.
But freedom is a luxury that a maid can ill-afford, and when Sally grasps more than her status entitles her to, she is brutally reminded that she is mistress of nothing.
“The truth is that, to her, I was not fully human,” Sally starts.
The story begins in England,
in Esher in 1862. Sally, our narrator, is a servant, a maid, to an
English Lady who is quite sick with tuberculosis. The Lady is
“robust, learned and argumentative” despite being extremely
unwell. The Lady's health has deteriorated throughout the years and
it is plain to everyone that she will not survive another English
winter. To preserve her life the Lady must leave England, with
Sally, to Egypt, where the air is hot and dry. They close the house
and say their goodbyes. Sally is excited to leave her life in
England, but Lady Duff Gordon is devastated to leave her family
behind. Sally knows her Lady's last moments with her husband will be
the hardest, as the love between them is obvious. Everyone knew how
losing his wife, both to the illness, and now to Egypt, deeply
affected Sir Duff Gordon. Sally is glad she has no such goodbye.
Had she married, she would never have had the opportunity to travel;
a privilege so rarely offered a maid.
On arriving in Egypt the two
women are horrified. Filthy children, strange languages, smokey air,
the contrast to England is nearly overwhelming. Luckily friends come
to assist the ladies. One of them provides a guide, Omar, to help
them navigate Egypt. Sally realizes they could never have survived
in Egypt without Omar. She studies their guide; he is clean, makes
homemade bread and doesn't drink because he is a Muslim. Sally is
thankful for his company and his help on their journey down river.
“The Nile: green, a thick, viscous green, like milk flowing from a
great green cow; often brown, churned up, swirling; occasionally
clear to the bottom, sparkling, glassy; never blue.”
Her Lady's interest in the
Egyptians, and their way of life, provides the opportunity to explore
the local life they encounter on their journey south. Her Lady
decides to settle in the city of Luxor where her breathing is the
best. Omar inquires about a house, the French House, with a
spectacular view of the Nile. Her Lady immediately states that they
will be very happy there. Eventually the French House begins to feel
like home and they all fall into a busy rhythm. Omar tries to keep a
steady stream of visitors and guests, but despite the distractions
Lady Duff Gordon continues to deeply miss her family. Especially
when Christmas arrives. The Lady retires to her room with letter and
gifts from home leaving Sally to enjoy Christmas Day as she will.
Sally spends time with Omar. He can see that while the Lady is
mourning the loss of her family, Sally is happy; happy with her life
in Egypt. He hires a tutor to help the Lady better understand the
local language. Sally is amazed and delighted to hear her Lady's
Arabic become elegantly fluent. She tries to pass on some of the
lessons to Sally leaving them both breathless with baffled laughter.
With her new gift of the Arabic language her Lady surrounds herself
with the kind of company she had back in England, though everyone is
well aware at what an odd figure she is.
“A woman – married, but
with no husband present, no children with her either, an invalid who
is an adventurer at the same time, possessed of an avid intelligence
and a hunger for debate.”
This same woman decides that, for comfort, she will no longer wear her hot, stuffy English clothes and instead opts for “ - men's trousers, brown cotton, loose flowing tied at the ankles – and a long white cotton tunic on top – a man's tunic – plain – and sandals on her bare feet. That was it. And that was it; from then on that was how [her] Lady dressed, like an Egyptian man, a peasant, mind you, a fellahin, with a dash of Bedouin tribesman thrown in when she felt inspired.”
This prompts Sally to inquire
where she can purchase a new wardrobe fitting a lady such as herself
in Egypt. Omar arranges for a seamstress to come to the house with
spools of beautiful cloth and silk. Her Lady watches on
encouragingly. She's never had a new article of clothing in her life
and suddenly her Lady buys her a whole new wardrobe. It's all too
much, Sally is overwhelmed. Tears spill down her cheeks. She has
never been more thankful. Afterward, her Lady entertains her guests
and is eager to hear them talk of current politics and ancient
practices of the mysterious land of the Pharaoh’s. They talk of
modern ambitions and often launch into heated debates over sensitive
issues. These debates became more and more frequent and more and
more intense. With her limited Arabic, Sally understands most of
what they're saying and Omar helps fill her in when she loses the
context. Sally does not discuss such things with the Lady's guests,
but does talk with Omar, as he has a different opinion entirely.
However, she feels that she cannot have an opinion on something as
obscure to her as Egyptian politics.
The arrival of the ancient
tradition of Ramadan, “the holy month of fasting from dawn till
dusk,” somehow changes the dynamic of the relationships between the
three residents of the French House. Only allowed the one light meal
at night, Omar accepts an invitation, due to sense of occasion, to
dine with the ladies. They take their meal outside and watch the
night sky fade to stars. They dine, Egyptian style, lounging on
pillows with the food on the floor in front of them, then spend the
night entertaining and amusing one another. Even when the Lady grows
to ill to participate, Sally and Omar take the nightly opportunity to
get to know each other better. Sally sees their relationship
becoming more and more intimate.
“I had never spoken so
freely with a man, and Omar had never spoken so freely with a woman.”
Sally enjoys the peace and stillness, but when Ramadan ends a contagion sweeps through the famished village of Luxor leaving death and poverty in it's wake. In the business of taking care of her Lady, Sally is equipped with the remedies and the emergency equipment necessary to help the symptoms of the ill. Their friend, Mustafa Agha, seriously cautions the Lady.
“ - if your treatments do not work for the fellahin, they'll accuse you of poisoning them, or giving them the evil eye.”
“Don't be ridiculous,”
the Lady responded as she ordered for a room to treat the villagers.
The Lady had already sent
word home to her family asking for extra supplies in preparation to
what they might need. After an exhausting day of remedies, Sally and
Omar sleep soundly. So much so that Sally must go to awaken Omar the
next morning. He is not surprised to see her in his sleeping area.
Instead he welcomes her, takes her hand, brushes stray hair away from
her face, traces her lips softly with his fingers, kisses her gently.
Her first kiss, for in fact she had deliberately avoided kisses, and
all that went with them, her whole life. But from Omar on that
morning, she allows the kiss, allows so much more. For the first
time in her life Sally experiences love amidst the confusion the
contagion has brought to the town. This contagion and the civil
unrest in the country sparks passionate opinions in Omar. He does
not feel comfortable speaking up in front of her Lady, and she
notices this.
“... does he talk to you,
when I'm not around to hear?”
Sally doesn't answer.
“... for the first time in
[Sally's] life, [she] had a secret. A real secret, not just another
tiny piece of information [she] had kept to [herself] out of longing
to own something, anything. And for the first time in [her] long
years of service [she] did not want to tell the whole truth to [her]
Lady.”
And what a sweet secret. Sally, thankful for the clinic and the frenzy of activity it produced, tries to keep her mind off her steadily beating heart. Sally and Omar behave as usual around the Lady, but Sally can't help but looks for signs of love from Omar. That night, as Sally is getting ready for bed, there is a small knock at her door. It's Omar, back in her arms, loving her again. Sally is happy with the way things are, working for her Lady with Omar, loving Omar at night, she has a good life. Until one night, while standing in front of Omar, full of desire and the joy of being desired, he notices what she has failed to. She is going to have a baby, his baby. Sally feels foolish and is terrified of telling her Lady. Omar offers to marry her, even though he is already married, but for the time Sally convinces him to carry on as usual. She must deceive her Lady and by doing so she deceives herself.
Her Lady decides to remain in
Luxor throughout the summer. The heat is enough to drive away even
the most seasoned of Egyptian explorers. It became so intense the
whole house was imprisoned in darkness; inside away from the
scorching rays and at night, outside for whatever cool air there may
be. The long afternoons are the worst. The heat smothers
everything. The hot winds blow in sandstorms that nearly bury half
the town. Sally thinks that if she were to go outside she would be
buried for the future generations to dig up.
“I forgot what it was like
not to feel grit in my mouth, between my teeth, under my tongue, all
the time.”
Sally doesn't want to upset
her Lady with the news of her pregnancy, so Sally keeps their secret
all the while trying to convince herself and Omar that her Lady would
love a new baby. But some foreboding holds Sally back. Eventually
the August suns proves too much for the French House. They make the
decision to leave for Cairo. The Lady tries to write her husband,
imploring him to meet her there, earlier than expected, but when they
arrive, he is not there to greet them. Sally reassures her Lady that
he must not have received her letters regarding her change of plans,
but Sally can see that her Lady is feeling dejected, cast-aside,
banished to Egypt to die. Her eyes say, “I've been gone from him
so long, it's as though I'm dead already.”
Omar announces that since
he's in his home city he must go visit his family. Sally knows he
means his parents, and wife and child. Sally knows it's only right
for him to see them, but it reminds her of her precarious position.
She knows Omar loves her, and that's what she keeps in her heart when
the panic sets in. Luckily her Lady is much to ill to receive them
as visitors, and Sally feels that for once her Lady's burden is a
benefit to her. Sally has no desire to meet Omar's family. Her
Lady's illness is made worse and worse in Cairo. She is intolerant
the climate and Sally wants to advise her to return to Luxor to
return to her health. No reply ever comes from Sir Alick so the
little household continues to wait. Finally, in mid-November Sir
Alick arrives. Her Lady is so excited that she allows Sally to fuss
over her appearance. She is certain her husband won't recognize her,
as she barely recognizes herself.
“I'm neither English or
Arab; I've become a kind of creature in between. I look a kind of
man/woman, don't I?”
She was thin and brown and
had shorn grey hair and in no way resembled the woman her husband had
said goodbye to.
“And look at you Sally,”
her Lady added. “You've got fat! Omar's cooking is clearly too
good for you.”
Sally swallowed her guilt.
'Fat' was better than 'disgraced.'
With the arrival of Sir Alick
the comfortable, easy relationships between servant and master are
replaced by more formal, sterner English relationships, as was used
in the past. Ecstatic over seeing her husband, the Lady's health
improves enough for to show her the exotic sights of Cairo. Sally
knows her Lady has changed utterly, and Sally worries that her Lady's
happiness wouldn't last long. Sir Alick indeed proves Sally right by
crushes his wife's happiness with his announcement that he won't be
accompanying her back to Luxor. He decides to go on a safari
adventure with their oldest daughter Mrs. Ross instead. Lady Duff
Gordon's spirit’s sink. When they leave Lady Duff Gordon decides
not to go back to Luxor as she should. Sally can see her Lady hopes
her husband will inevitably fall in love with Egypt, realize he wants
to see more, and will return with her to Luxor. But until then, the
Cairo air and her dejected spirit caused the Lady to retreat once
more into illness.
Omar visits his family
leaving Sally alone all day. The Lady spends time alone in her room,
which is utterly unprecedented for her. Sally is left at the mercy
of her unwanted thoughts of Omar and his other life out there; out
there where she dare not go. His visits leave her desperate and
confused, but this only adds an intensity to their increasingly
passionate and awkward situation. Eventually, Sir Alick returns, but
with more distaste than love for Egypt. He must return to England
soon and Sally worries that the husband and wife might never see each
other again. Sally feels like she's witnessing the tragic end of a
previously loving marriage. Her Lady is being brave and strong, but
Sally knows she is devastated over losing her family, her husband,
once again. Once he is gone, the little household makes plans to
return to the French House in Luxor. On the way, on the Nile,
Sally's baby is born. They name him Abdullah, after the Prophet's
father. On the boat Omar tends to both Sally's needs as well as her
Lady's. Sally assumes that she will continue her duties as her
Lady's maid once they reach the French House. Sally clings to the
plan that she and Omar will still one day marry. She pictures
attending to her Lady while the precious baby sleeps nearby in his
basket. She assumes her Lady will coo at him and bounce him.
“Abdullah would be a most
welcome, a most venerated member of our Luxor household... but this
picture [Sally] had created was beginning to crack in it's frame.”
But Omar finally tells Sally
all that he has been trying so hard not to say.
“My Lady does not want to see you, or the child.”
Upset and confused, Sally
feels like she's been blasted by his words.
“She blames you entirely,”
Omar goes on to explain.
Sally cannot comprehend.
“She is so full of anger and sadness and fear over losing her own family that she cannot allow me to be happy this way,” Sally realizes.
But she continues to hope and
believe that her Lady will come around once she is reminded that it's
Sally, her faithful Sally.
But Omar isn't finished.
“She wants you to leave the
French House... Abdullah must go to my wife, Mabrouka, in Cairo and
you must return home to England,” he destroys Sally's life with the
deliverance of these orders from Lady Duff Gordon.
She and Omar tried to have
the child in secret, yet they both should've known better. Her Lady
Duff Gordon is awakened in the middle of the night, on Christmas Eve,
to Sally's sounds of agony. She is summoned by a panicked Omar to
come and help. This is how the Lady finds out about the pregnancy,
about the love affair, about everything. Yet she rolls up her
sleeves and dutifully helps deliver the baby safely. That next
morning though, alone with this new, bitter knowledge, on the second
Christmas away from her home and her family, Lady Duff Gordon is too
exhausted to cry. She has been tricked, lied to, her pride wounded.
Sally conspired to keep the shocking secret from her.
“... far away from England
and all she held dear, her friends, her children, her husband, the
man she had married when she was eighteen and loved ever since, her
mother... [Sally had] destroyed her Lady's peace [on the Nile.] It
was an illusion all along and [Sally] exposed it thus, irrevocably.
[The] Lady thought of her son Maurice, almost a man, and her baby,
Rainey, five years old – nearly six at home in England, without
their mother, without any prospect of seeing their mother. [The]
Lady had a thought that had never occurred to her before, a thought
that shocked her as deeply as the birth of [Sally'] baby: it might
have been better to have stayed in England to die with those she
loved around her, than to have come here to live out her Egyptian
afterlife. It might have been better to die.”
That thought, that one
thought is enough to destroy everything Lady Duff Gordon has tried to
create for herself in Egypt. That and the baby. The Lady needs
someone to blame and that blame falls squarely and solely with Sally.
Sally caused this and that was that. Sally knows that Egyptian law
allows Omar to take a second wife, but until he does, Sally is an
adulterer, a fact that she has conveniently over-looked. She
suspects that her punishment will be cruel; and it is. Omar tries to
speak up for Sally's defence. However, the Lady is unmoved, even
firm, in her accusal that Sally tricked him too. She refuses to give
permission for Omar and Sally to marry.
“I will marry her,” he
said. “I will be a father to my child.”
No member of her staff had
ever defied her in that way and Sally loves him all the more for
trying, though they both know they cannot marry without permission.
Claiming to want to avoid further scandal, Lady Duff Gordon finally
agrees to let them be married, all the while making it the day as
empty and joyless as possible. Despite her considerable efforts,
Sally's heart flies with happiness and excitement. She doesn't know
what the future looks like, but she is now Omar's wife; though this
sends Lady Duff Gordon into a relentless accusation insisting that
Sally is plotting to have Omar divorce his first wife in order to
make their own marriage legitimate by English standards. She even
goes so far to humiliate Omar in front of the distinguished guests at
her salon. Omar keeps quiet in his anger yet refuses to visit or
even look at Sally for some time after. Sally waits for him in the
confines of her cushioned prison trying to hide from the cruelties of
her life. Finally, Omar returns to her whispering, 'my wife, my
love, my wife.”
The occasion of Lady Duff
Gordon's published letters comes and goes as if the whole thing was
happening in another life. Yet it sparks a frenzy of guests at their
humble home in Egypt. Her friends come to visit, and friends of
their friends and friends of those friends as well. All of whom, it
seems, are privy to some version of Sally's misadventure. In those
lonely days Sally finds solace by reaching into the depths of her
memory to bring back a piece of her mother through songs she sings
her own baby. These songs link her to something greater and allows
her to temporarily leave her life while Omar diligently keeps
everything together. He is the sole provider to his family in Cairo,
her Lady's only nurse and servant, a father to two young children and
a man of Egypt. In his need he swears loyalty to Lady Duff Gordon.
His employment there protects him, but his safety makes him despise
himself because he cannot supply that same security to his wife,
Sally, and their child. The Lady's increasing demands keep him away
from them. Even at night the Lady commands he keep his sleeping mat
outside her door, should she need anything. One night, she calls
out, and he isn't there. She finds him with his little family and
the Lady goes wild. Sally loses all hard won invisibility. Omar
soothes the Lady and takes her back to bed. His eyes beg apology for
leaving Sally behind. He does not risk any more visits at night for
several days. Neither of them want to cause any more disturbances.
“Another few weeks,” [the
Lady] mumbled. “Another few weeks and I'll send the baby to Cairo
and Sally can be on her way. Beginning of May.”
True to her word and not long after, Sally packs
her things. Plans have been made for her to leave Luxor, to leave
the baby in Cairo and return to England alone with no prospects for a
future. But Sally has other plans. Back on the Nile Sally knows
that for the first time ever, she has no one to answer to. The Lady
has thrown her out, but with that Sally also lost the burden of
loyalty. Yes, Sally was going to Cairo, but there she will do what
was best for herself and her baby. She vows never to go back to
England. Instead, she uses the final wages Lady Duff Gordon gave her
for her service to pay for room, board and care for her son. But the
task of finding a job to support her and her son is daunting. All
she knows is being a maid and Egypt has changed her. She is no
longer quite European, no one wants to hire her, and without the
necessary connections, usually provided by Lady Duff Gordon, Sally is
afraid she is doomed. Determined to find something, anything, she
finally wins a job cleaning a filthy, run-down, little hotel for a
filthy, run-down, little man. She makes enough to live and get by.
Life seems to be going smoothly until one night a man follows her
home. Too late, he forces open the door. Too quick, he pushes
inside. Too fast, Sally must fight. She fights silently, as to not
wake the baby. She fights for her child, for herself, for her love,
her safety. She fights with anger and rage over the unfairness of
the world. She fights and she wins, but she knows she had been
kidding herself. She knows she cannot keep the baby. She knows she
must give him to Omar's family.
Meeting his family slams the
reality of her predicament around in Sally's head. His parents are
real, his wife and child are real, and not at all what Sally expects.
They are kind to her, ask about her and tell her that their home is
her home. She longs to stay but she knows she cannot. She is a
stranger and comforts herself, in the long, lonely nights that
follow, with the fact that her baby is with his family, that he is
safe. But she can't bear to be away from him and slips away daily to
stand unnoticed, outside their house, imagining the life within.
Finally, she allows herself to actually go in. They invite her into
their lives and tell her she can visit as often as she likes. She
makes them a part of her daily routine and she, in turn, becomes part
of theirs. Through them Omar finds where she is working. He is
shamed, appalled, deeply regretful and Sally knows that she still
loves him very much. He gives her money and promises to be back.
Her husbands family question
why Sally cannot stay with them in their house. Omar continues to
deny Sally their comforts. Sally learns it is because Lady Duff
Gordon forbids it. Outraged, Sally confronts the Lady and pleads
with her, that after thirty loyal years, to please, give her more
money. The Lady is cold and flatly refuses. The whole scene
humiliates Omar. He chases Sally as she leaves, angry at her. But
Sally has more at stake than Omar and loudly denounces their
marriage. She knows that as long as Omar is Lady Duff Gordon's
servant, he will not be her husband. Since he cannot allow her to
live in his house, he helps her find another job, a better job.
Sally has become a problem that takes a toll on everyone in the
family. Lady Duff Gordon's decree, made out of anger and wounded
pride, nearly succeeds in it's hate filled desire to ruin Sally's
life, and what's worse, nearly tears Omar's family apart in the
process. But in the end, the illness finally overpowers her and
death comes as everyone knew it would. The Lady Duff Gordon is taken
from their world allowing the living a chance to repair the damage
the decisions of her life have caused.
Winner of the Governor
General's Literary award, this book is beautifully told. A powerful
statement of love and loyalty and the triumph of life over death this
book outlines the probable story of real life character Lady Duff
Gordon's loyal maid Sally. Lady Duff Gordon's “Letters from Egypt”
were published and prized literary works in London at the time. Her
story barely even references her maid, Sally, and our author, Kate
Pullinger, took the liberty to suppose Sally's story.
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